Trabzonspor sezonu a\u00e7t\u0131. \u00c7at\u0131s\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131lan maraton trib\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im bir tuhaf oldu. Akl\u0131ma \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum ve \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda babam\u0131n saatler \u00f6ncesinden bizi stada sokup ma\u00e7 saatine kadar t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fck k\u00f6fte, \u00e7ekirdek, simit, cola ve su ile besledi\u011fi g\u00fcnler geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rahmetli babam Zonguldak K\u00f6y Hizmetlerinde 30 y\u0131l \u015fof\u00f6r olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcde tam 61 ya\u015f\u0131nda idi. Kanser hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kurtulamayaca\u011fn\u0131 bildi\u011finden ya\u015f\u0131 ile ilgili espri yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, biz yan odada saatlerce a\u011flard\u0131k:
\u201cOla Kama Y\u0131lmaz\u2019a da 61\u2019inde de \u00f6lmek yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131la bakarak yar\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fcmde yozla\u015fmalara tan\u0131k olduk\u00e7a her g\u00fcn biraz daha \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim babam\u0131n \u201cherkes\u00e7e\u201d bilinen tipik \u00f6zellikleri vard\u0131;
Kahvede Trabzonspor ma\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 izlerken gayri ihtiyari de olsa Trabzonspora veya futbolcusuna k\u00fcf\u00fcr edenleri komal\u0131k ederdi mesela\u2026
Zonguldak Kozlu pazar\u0131nda Karadenizli kad\u0131nlara \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck domates sat\u0131yor diye pazarc\u0131lar\u0131 kamyonlar\u0131n\u0131n kasalar\u0131nda biber ve domates sal\u00e7alar\u0131na meze edene kadar d\u00f6vmesi,
Ya da plakas\u0131 AP olan arabas\u0131na k\u00fcfredenleri, kendisi \u201cEcevit\u00e7i\u201d olsa da s\u0131k s\u0131k \u201cha\u015fat\u201d etmesi \u201cya\u015fanarak bilinen\u201d \u201cKama Y\u0131lmaz\u201d etkinlikleriydi. Haliyle evimizden evimizden polis eksik olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam\u0131n K\u00f6y Hizmetlerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcre zarf\u0131nda kendisine zimmetli \u00e7ift kabinli \u201cDo\u00e7\u201d pikap kamyonetini bir kez bile tamire getirmeden kullanmas\u0131, arabas\u0131na g\u00f6z\u00fc gibi bakmas\u0131 herkesin dilindeydi. Emeklili\u011fi geldi\u011fi halde arabas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmak istemeyen babam, Do\u00e7un makaslar\u0131ndan birinin k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131yla moralmen \u00e7\u00f6ker. Arabay\u0131 tamire g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in g\u00f6reve yeni gelen m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcnden onay almak i\u00e7in yan\u0131na gitti\u011finde m\u00fcd\u00fcr alay eder gibi \u201cOlaa ofliii ne ettun da habu makasi kirdun?\u201d der. Babam, \u201cbile\u011fine ve akl\u0131na g\u00fcvenen\u201d her cesur erkek gibi sakin sakin
\u201cM\u00fcd\u00fcr sen varyoz nedur bilur misun? Siz balyoz dersunuz hani?
\u201cEvet\u201d
\u201cHah i\u015fte. Aldum varyozi, yattum arabanun altina vura vura kirdum makasi\u201d
\u201cBu nas\u0131l cevap Y\u0131lmaz?\u201d
Sinirden di\u015flerini birbirine ge\u00e7iren babam elindeki ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fczerine vurur ve m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc cevaplar.
\u201cOle soriya bole cevap. \u0130mzala bunu, kafani kirmayayim\u201d der ve arabay\u0131 kademeye \u00e7eker ard\u0131ndan da gidip emeklilik dilek\u00e7esini verir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert adamd\u0131 babam. Omurgas\u0131n\u0131 menfaat i\u00e7in e\u011filip b\u00fck\u00fclme makinesi olarak kullananlara inat, dik durmak i\u00e7in kullan\u0131r, sevmedi\u011fi insanlara tavr\u0131n\u0131 belli ederdi. Asla yapmac\u0131k davranmaz, bunu \u015ferefsizlik sayard\u0131. Gurbet ellerde 7 \u00e7ocu\u011funu sanki Trabzon\u2019da yeti\u015ftiriyormu\u015f gibi ayn\u0131 \u00f6rf ve gelenekler do\u011frultusunda yeti\u015ftirdi.
O, benim d\u00fcnyam\u0131n kahraman\u0131, Y\u0131lmaz G\u00fcney\u2019in ve Tatar Ramazan\u2019\u0131n ta kendisi, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en b\u00fcy\u00fck Trabzonsporluydu. Babam ev al\u0131p ta bizi Zonguldak\u2019a getirmeden \u00f6nce uzun y\u0131llar Of\u2019un bi da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fc olan Alona\u2019da ya\u015fad\u0131k. Babam\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131lda bir kez ve o da bir hafta s\u00fcre ile izine geldi\u011finde g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tek odal\u0131 fakirhanemize y\u0131lda bir kez gelen bu adam bize her geli\u015finde y\u0131lda bir ay g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz ve 11 ay daha g\u00f6remeyece\u011fimiz kumanyan\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir ba\u011fla g\u00f6n\u00fcllerimize s\u0131zan bir \u201csevgi\u201d getiriri ruhunmuza i\u015flerdi. \u201cTrabzonspor\u201ddu bu sevginin ad\u0131 ve iliklerimize kadar hissederdik. Memlekete geldi\u011fi g\u00fcnleri liglerin oynand\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamana denk getirir, beni de karde\u015fim Yal\u00e7\u0131n ile ma\u00e7a g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok gurbet\u00e7i vard\u0131 Alona\u2019da ve \u00e7ok say\u0131da akran\u0131m\u0131z olan \u00e7ocuk. Ama \u201cKama Y\u0131lmaz\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmak gibi bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131\u011fa sahiptik ve k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde ma\u00e7a gidebilen iki \u00e7ocuk ben ve karde\u015fimdi.
K\u00f6ydeki evimizde k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnleri \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz radyonun ba\u015f\u0131nda dinledi\u011fimiz ma\u00e7larda Trabzon ne zaman gol atsa annemin sesi yank\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131 kulaklar\u0131m\u0131zda ; \u201cahan gene bobanuz duvardan atladi\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte bu yaz\u0131; memleketinden uzakta ekmek kavgas\u0131 veren ve memleket sevgisini \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na nak\u0131\u015f nak\u0131\u015f dokuyan ve memleket \u00fczerinden \u201chesap\u201d yapmay\u0131 \u015ferefsizliklerin en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sayan bir adam\u0131n, \u201cKama Y\u0131lmaz\u201d\u0131n, babam\u0131n yani, \u00f6l\u00fcm y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde yaz\u0131ld\u0131. Yay\u0131na vermek bug\u00fcne k\u0131smetmi\u015f..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her seferinde babam\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131r da beni g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fuyor diye mi sevdim Volkan Konak\u2019\u0131n \u201cCerrahpa\u015fa\u201d \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilmem ama bu \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 benim gibi kanser hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan akrabas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f insanlara hediye eden sanat\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z Volkan\u2019\u0131 da sanat\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7ok severim. Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131m\u0131n sonunda Volkan Konak konusuna de\u011finece\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim ya. Arayanlar soranlar oldu. \u201cNe s\u00f6yleyeceksin?\u201d diye.
Se\u00e7imler \u00f6ncesi maksad\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fan talihsiz bir c\u00fcmle sarf etti diye pusuda bekleyenler Volkan Konak\u2019a sald\u0131r\u0131nca \u015fehrimin kad\u0131nlar\u0131ndan birinden bir a\u00e7\u0131klama gelir diye bo\u015funa bekledim.
\u00d6yle ya ayn\u0131 kad\u0131nlar Atay Aktu\u011f zaman\u0131nda iki kendin bilmez Sadri \u015eener tesislerinin camlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rd\u0131 diye soka\u011fa d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Maalesef beklenen olmad\u0131.
Kafalar\u0131nda \u00fcretebildi\u011fi tek \u015fey \u201ckepek\u201d olanlar, tipik Trabzonlu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan \u201chasetlik\u201d n\u00f6betine tutularak Trabzonlu de\u011ferlere sald\u0131rd\u0131, geriye kalanla da izledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elde kalem, iki omzun \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir ba\u015f ve serde de Trabzonluluk varken Volkan Konak\u2019a ta\u015f atmak i\u00e7in f\u0131rsat kollamaya gerek yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir nefret, bir kin kusma ve hezeyan ile bel alt\u0131ndan Trabzonlu bir sanat\u00e7\u0131ya sald\u0131rmaktaki dayan\u0131lmaz hafifli\u011finize kimse engel olmas\u0131n. Yaz\u0131n akl\u0131n\u0131za gelenleri. D\u00f6k\u00fcn ete\u011finizdeki ta\u015flar\u0131. Volkan Konak\u2019\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fine kat\u0131lmamak gibi son derece makul bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceniz olabilecekken ve bunu da \u201cSize kat\u0131lm\u0131yorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u201d gibi basit c\u00fcmle ile ifade edebilecekken trib\u00fcnlerde paral\u0131 askerlere afi\u015f ast\u0131rman\u0131n, gazete k\u00f6\u015felerinde isim vermeden belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 vurman\u0131n \u00f6zlemi duyulan \u201cTrabzonluluk duru\u015fuyla\u201d hi\u00e7bir alakas\u0131 yoktur!.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trabzonlu mert, a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6zl\u00fc ve d\u00fcr\u00fcstt\u00fcr. Bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyecekse laf\u0131 eveleyip gevelemeden en sonda s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini ba\u015fta s\u00f6yler. As\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilse bile do\u011frusunu s\u00f6yler ve as\u0131lacaksa da \u0130ngiliz ipiyle as\u0131l\u0131r. Babam\u0131zdan b\u00f6yle \u00f6\u011frendik biz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam bizi \u201cfilintam\u201d diye severdi. Y\u0131llar sonra \u00f6\u011frendim Filinta\u2019y\u0131 ve anlamlar\u0131n\u0131. \u201cNamlusu k\u0131sa, bir t\u00fcr k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck t\u00fcfek anlam\u0131nda da geliyordu, \u201cG\u00fczel, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u201d. anlam\u0131na da. Babam bize b\u00f6yle hitap ederken hangisini demek isterdi bilmem ama ?air Ahmet Arif\u2019in o\u011fluna Filinta ismini vedi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki \u015fiirini de bir kenara not etmi\u015ftim. Denk geldi de yazay\u0131m istedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vurulsam kaybolsam derim
\u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir kavgada
Erkek\u00e7e olsun isterim
Dostluk da d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k da<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trabzonspor sezonu bu hafta a\u00e7t\u0131 baba. Sen bakma \u015fampiyonluk laf\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131na almad\u0131klar\u0131na. Bizum u\u015faklar gene \u015fampiyonlu\u011fa oynayacak. Ve Trabzonlu terbiyesi ile b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn u\u015fa\u011fun kombinesini, formas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p Trabzon gol att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya atlamak i\u00e7in duvar\u0131n \u00dczerinde olacak. Dilinde ise senin sevdi\u011fin intihal bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc: Uzaktan sayamadum koyunun beyazini. A\u011flamaklan ge\u00e7urdum bu senenun yazini\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBaba sen ne dersen de 61\u2019inde \u00f6lmek sana yak\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u201d bilesin. 61\u2019de \u00f6l\u00fcnmez baba\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
YAVUZ SALTIK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Trabzonspor sezonu a\u00e7t\u0131. \u00c7at\u0131s\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131lan maraton trib\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im bir tuhaf oldu. Akl\u0131ma \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum ve \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda babam\u0131n saatler \u00f6ncesinden bizi stada sokup ma\u00e7 saatine kadar t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fck k\u00f6fte, \u00e7ekirdek, simit, cola ve su ile besledi\u011fi g\u00fcnler geldi. Rahmetli babam Zonguldak K\u00f6y Hizmetlerinde 30 y\u0131l \u015fof\u00f6r olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcde tam 61 ya\u015f\u0131nda idi. Kanser hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kurtulamayaca\u011fn\u0131 bildi\u011finden… Okumaya devam et Kama Y\u0131lmaz, Filinta ve 61\u2019de \u00d6lmek<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazilarim","entry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=186"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":187,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186\/revisions\/187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}