Sevgilim, senin o memleket g\u00f6zlerini, g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve bahar kokulu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kollar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131p ona saatlerce bakmal\u0131y\u0131m ki ne s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fimi anlayas\u0131n. Fakat bir yandan da sana yazmal\u0131y\u0131m ve seni y\u00fcre\u011fimin sesinden mahrum etmemeliyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan sonra garip bir tat kal\u0131yor dama\u011f\u0131mda. \u0130\u015fte onun i\u00e7in g\u00fcl\u00fcm, sana mektup yazarken ya da telefonla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken \u00f6yle i\u00e7li \u00e7ocuk oluyorum ki, s\u00fcrekli nazlanmak, s\u0131zlanmak istiyorum. G\u00fcne\u015fte, denizin sonunda mavi bir duman gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcmde t\u00fct\u00fcyorsun. Fakat ben seni b\u00f6yle bir duman gibi g\u00f6rmemin yerine, sahiden g\u00f6rmek istiyorum \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 ve sahiden dokunmak istiyorum k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck ellerine. Halbuki sen vars\u0131n \u015fehrimde, etinle, kemi\u011finle ve bal\u0131ndan mahrum edildi\u011fim k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n ve de kocaman g\u00f6zlerin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okyanus kalpli sevdi\u011fim, kalbini dalgaland\u0131rma sak\u0131n. Sen var git mehtap uyanmadan g\u00fcne merhaba de ve ben de bu g\u00fczel okyanusta bir yelkenli gibi sarho\u015f olup sahillere vuray\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yorgunum bir tanem, yorgunum, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f sulardan, yalan ve ahmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7tim, adam boyu sazl\u0131klarda kaybolmadan. \u0130zin ver sular\u0131nda ar\u0131n\u0131p dinleneyim. Anlayaca\u011f\u0131n, ben bu yolculu\u011fumda ne senin beyaz di\u015flerinde ezilen \u00fcz\u00fcmlere doyabildim, ne de ilkbahar sabah\u0131na benzeyen yata\u011f\u0131na. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla \u015fairin deyimiyle \u2018ben senin i\u00e7in bir ku\u015f kolayl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla \u00f6lmeye de, bin y\u0131l ya\u015famaya da var\u0131m.\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elleri k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sevgilim, ne olurdu s\u00fcrmeni ben getirebilseydim sana \u0130stanbul\u2019un y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 gecelerinden, bir nar\u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi takabilseydim yakana Karadeniz\u2019in bah\u00e7elerinden. Bu gece b\u00fct\u00fcn endam\u0131nla odama gel ve gir i\u00e7eriye. Yeni y\u0131l dans\u0131 seni bekliyor. En b\u00fcy\u00fck ustalar\u0131n \u015fiirlerini senin i\u00e7in besteledim. \u0130zin ver ellerini \u00f6peyim. Yeni y\u0131l\u0131n kutlu olsun Volkan\u2019\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sevgilim, senin o memleket g\u00f6zlerini, g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve bahar kokulu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kollar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131p ona saatlerce bakmal\u0131y\u0131m ki ne s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fimi anlayas\u0131n. Fakat bir yandan da sana yazmal\u0131y\u0131m ve seni y\u00fcre\u011fimin sesinden mahrum etmemeliyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan sonra garip bir tat kal\u0131yor dama\u011f\u0131mda. \u0130\u015fte onun i\u00e7in g\u00fcl\u00fcm, sana mektup yazarken ya da telefonla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken \u00f6yle… Okumaya devam et Kad\u0131n\u0131ma Mektup<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-178","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazilarim","entry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=178"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":179,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178\/revisions\/179"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=178"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=178"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=178"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}