Bir \u00e7o\u011funuzun merak etti\u011fi ve sordu\u011fu sorulara cevapla ba\u015flamak istiyorum. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn yorumlar\u0131 tek tek okuyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z, ana, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z baba, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z masum, memleket kokusu, cesur-h\u00fcr, etinizden kemi\u011finizden ve de yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z bahar kokusunu and\u0131ran bir r\u00fczgar gibi. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z ve kelimeleriniz ve varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, bu yo\u011fun ve yorucu ya\u015fant\u0131mda bir kuvvettir i\u00e7imde. Sizinde bunu hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmaman\u0131z\u0131 rica ediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
VARLI\u011eINIZ B\u0130R KUVVETT\u0130R \u0130\u00c7\u0130MDE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Memleketime bahar geldi a\u015fklar\u0131m. Her taraf\u0131mda ye\u015fil ye\u015fil \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f dallara bak\u0131yorum. Siz bahar dal\u0131 gibisiniz. Sizleri g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. A\u011f\u0131r bir sorumluluk, a\u011f\u0131r bir vebal y\u00fcklediniz bana. \u0130\u015fim ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fm\u0131\u015f, bazen dayanam\u0131yorum, g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez ku\u015flar \u00f6t\u00fcyor ba\u015f\u0131mda. Bir taraf\u0131mda her \u015feyi b\u0131rak\u0131p ka\u00e7mak, bir taraf\u0131mda kal\u0131p g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakar gibi g\u00f6zlerinize bakmam gerekir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 zaman zaman kafam \u00e7ok kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. K\u0131saca \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe dokunuyorum siz, yemi\u015f dolu bahar dallar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum siz, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yorum siz, ate\u015fe, suya bak\u0131yorum siz. Yani s\u00fcrekli yan\u0131mda, dumanl\u0131 bir da\u011f gibi ba\u015f\u0131mda ve de s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dal\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en bir r\u00fczgar gibi esip duruyorsunuz haf\u0131zamda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00fcrekli insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7indeyim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi, hareketi seviyorum. Sizler, yani b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sevgi yuma\u011f\u0131 olu\u015fturan sizler, davam\u0131n ve hareketimin i\u00e7indesiniz. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla sizi seviyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fczellikler, b\u00fct\u00fcn konserlerimizde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z a\u015fk ve sevgi selinden sonra konser sonralar\u0131 en az 1 bu\u00e7uk saat sizlere zaman ay\u0131rmak ve salondan en son ayr\u0131lmak benim gelene\u011fimdir. Bunu bir tek Bostanc\u0131 G\u00f6steri Merkezi\u2019nde yapamad\u0131m. Mal\u00fcm 27 \u015eubat 2010 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in konser sonras\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fczenledi\u011fi do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc partisine yeti\u015fmek zorundayd\u0131m. \u0130nan\u0131n az \u00f6nce bahsetti\u011fim gelene\u011fe uyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in, i\u00e7imde hala size kar\u015f\u0131 bir eziklik var. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla Bostanc\u0131 G\u00f6steri Merkezi\u2019nde bu beklentide olup g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femedi\u011fim a\u015fklar\u0131mdan \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyerek biraz olsun i\u00e7imi rahatlatmak istiyorum. Ne yapay\u0131m, konu sizler olunca, tarifsiz bir \u015fekilde hassas, al\u0131ngan ve de \u00fcst d\u00fczeyde vefal\u0131 olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla her zaman s\u00f6yledi\u011fim gibi sizi hi\u00e7bir zaman yalan duygularla beslemeyece\u011fim. \u015eairin deyimiyle;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevgilim, yalan s\u00f6ylersem sana,
Kopsun ve mahrum kals\u0131n dilim,
Seni seviyorum deme bahtiyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevgilim, yalan yazarsam sana,
Kurusun ve mahrum kals\u0131n elim,
Ok\u015fayabilmek saadetinden seni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevgilim, yalan s\u00f6ylerse sana g\u00f6zlerim,
\u0130ki g\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 gibi avu\u00e7lar\u0131ma aks\u0131nlar
Ve g\u00f6remesinler seni bir daha..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi benim i\u015fim g\u00fcc\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcm, sa\u011f\u0131m, solum, muzaffer bir ordu gibi kalabal\u0131k olan insanlar\u0131mla dolu. \u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma zaman\u0131. Bana m\u00fcsaade. Mal\u00fcm yar\u0131n canl\u0131 yay\u0131n var. \u00c7ok okumam laz\u0131m, \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam laz\u0131m. \u015eimdilik bu kadar Anadolu\u2019mun topra\u011f\u0131 gibi vefal\u0131 insanlar\u0131m. \u015eimdi bizi anlatan s\u00f6ylemimizle sizi ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.
HALA ANLAMADINIZ MI G\u00dcL\u00dcM, BEN S\u0130Z\u0130 SEVMEKLE ME\u015eGUL\u00dcM.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Bir \u00e7o\u011funuzun merak etti\u011fi ve sordu\u011fu sorulara cevapla ba\u015flamak istiyorum. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn yorumlar\u0131 tek tek okuyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z, ana, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z baba, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z masum, memleket kokusu, cesur-h\u00fcr, etinizden kemi\u011finizden ve de yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z bahar kokusunu and\u0131ran bir r\u00fczgar gibi. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z ve kelimeleriniz ve varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, bu yo\u011fun ve yorucu ya\u015fant\u0131mda bir kuvvettir i\u00e7imde. Sizinde bunu hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmaman\u0131z\u0131… Okumaya devam et Bahar kokulu a\u015fklar\u0131m<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-172","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazilarim","entry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=172"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":173,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172\/revisions\/173"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}