\u015eu an s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131m ve yine seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekteyim. G\u00f6zlerini hayal edip, g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131k\u00e7a da sensiz edemeyece\u011fime, elinin elimin i\u00e7inde olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Sesini i\u015fitmeliyim, beraber ko\u015fmaca oynamal\u0131y\u0131z, beraber yemek yemeliyiz, beraber a\u011flamal\u0131, beraber uyumal\u0131y\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bana memleket, bana ya\u015fama sevinci, bana su, bana hava gibi gelen sevgilim, sensiz edemem. Bazen sana bakt\u0131k\u00e7a yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015ftan bug\u00fcne kadar olan kad\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum ve hepsini tek elden kucaklay\u0131p, sayg\u0131yla hepsine kutsal varl\u0131klar olduklar\u0131n\u0131 hayk\u0131rmak istiyorum. Buna sebep yine senin asilli\u011fin ve sana olan vazge\u00e7ilmez sevdamd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daha sonra gece uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden f\u0131rlay\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Sessizce, kimseye g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden, denizin kenar\u0131na indim. Denize bakt\u0131m, bir an y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm sanki k\u0131r\u0131k bir aynada par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Daha sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim halime, bu seferde; g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuktan alm\u0131\u015f gibiydim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
AH BEN\u0130M A\u00c7MAYA DURAN G\u00dcL\u00dcM, geceleri yata\u011f\u0131mdan f\u0131rlay\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131mda \u015eimal r\u00fczgarlar\u0131n\u0131n esmesinin sebebi ne? Sebebi ne yurtsuz kalmam\u0131n? Yast\u0131klarda izimin kalmamas\u0131n\u0131n sebebi ne? Kafam\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde sadece senin olu\u015fun ve orada her\u015feyin seninle ba\u015flamas\u0131n\u0131n sebebi ne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah benim k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 ku\u015fum, nur tanem benim. Bu ak\u015fam da bu kadar. Fakat \u015funu bilmeni isterim ki sana ait olmayan hi\u00e7bir\u015feyi kafamda tutmuyorum. Senden de tek dile\u011fim, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, umutsuzluklar\u0131n\u0131 ve dertlerini tutma akl\u0131nda unut. Ama bir tek BEN\u0130 UNUTMA!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015e\u00f6valyen,
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\u015eu an s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131m ve yine seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekteyim. G\u00f6zlerini hayal edip, g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131k\u00e7a da sensiz edemeyece\u011fime, elinin elimin i\u00e7inde olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Sesini i\u015fitmeliyim, beraber ko\u015fmaca oynamal\u0131y\u0131z, beraber yemek yemeliyiz, beraber a\u011flamal\u0131, beraber uyumal\u0131y\u0131z. Bana memleket, bana ya\u015fama sevinci, bana su, bana hava gibi gelen sevgilim, sensiz edemem. Bazen sana bakt\u0131k\u00e7a yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015ftan bug\u00fcne kadar olan… Okumaya devam et Vargel \u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fim<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/170"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=170"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/170\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":171,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/170\/revisions\/171"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=170"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=170"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/volkankonak.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=170"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}